As for you
You came into my life like a lightning bolt
just one moment and things have changed
you fed my rebellious side
i needed something
for i was left behind from the footsteps of old friends
i thought you could help me grow stronger in what i lack
your words hurt less and less over time
was i getting stronger? or am i getting weaker?
or maybe im just plain stupid
but yet i stayed around
i needed something
there were times i almost walked out
but those were the times you drug me back in
no one ever drug me back
i felt wanted, needed
you said you liked me, you cared for me
but words only go so far
i keep telling myself this has been drug out long enough
what am i waiting for?
someone to save me?
As for you
you remind me of myself
you remind me of myself
you act silly when we should be serious
you are kind, you are kind to eveyone
i said your just a friend, only a friend
i was intimidated by someone who is more crazy than myself
now something flipped
at least i think so
we say we need to go our own ways
yet talk nonsense for the next hour
you understand my humor
most people don't seem to
although you don't know much of my past
i know you'd still care anyway
your different
but will i always see you as just a crazy friend?
As for you...
what can i say
you've reserved a space in my mind
for truly you were one of a kind
some days are easy
some days are hard
some days i just want to call you up and catch up
its been a while since we've talked
but i can't do that
cause' i know it will make it hurt all over again
you'd think its been a long enough time
when will it be long enough?
i hope you know im trying
we all gotta do things we don't want to do sometimes
but i'm trying